Tests of time HA! Inquiries of a past hobby

So it’s been awhile but aside of being busy getting ready for the navy I have been dabbling in a past interest I never explored and that’s stock market trading. Why does this interest pop out of no where is the same fundamental question I have been asking myself for the last week. Is it the undeniable monetary possibilities that come with it or the risk that drives me when dealing with such an unpredictable entity since much like life is the economy, ever changing. I have the interview today to take part in that interest but I think I may be stretching myself too thin, but if I am then I will back off it and store it away for another time 🙂 no worries since if there is anything I can count on it’s my adaptability to situations and rearranging my life to be less packed and more thought out and organized lol

I view things and events as stepping stones onto my future of biology and further education for me and my family but I my just be getting ahead of myself to be honest


Adventures of the Exemplary Path to Greatness with a Stumble or Two lol

The day before Yesterday was a day of weariness and tiredness for me. I assumed my appearance at the monthly navy meeting but this time we had PT(physical training) in which I have been vigorously training towards for when I get into basic training. I felt off yesterday and did not preform as well as I wanted, I certainly didn’t do the worst but it was fun tho to bond with the other recruits, I don’t feel as well now but so I understand my underperformance was due to overworking myself; plus group activities with new people always make me feel weird…haha it’s just me most likely.

So on another note the rigorously feared obamacare bill passed and now we are subjected to an appearance of lies and deceit but whatever since the common man is too busy trying to survive to object too anything. While the government tries to stabilize the budget and at the same time say here cheaper healthcare but what we don’t realize is once you agree to the contract for cheaper healthcare, your locked into the terms in which you so precariously and irresponsibly agreed too without reading or understanding the terms. So I am person without healthcare, who has not had healthcare in 5 years who is now going to be force fed a health care premium In which I cannot afford..since I could not in the first place or I would of had one. Now I will be subject to fines for a freedom taken away, eaten and regurgitated but this time I am being force fed it :/ yuck who wants to eat that recycled lie lol…. Not I my friends!

So onto a little lighter feeling, so I have been with blogging site for a few days now and I am starting to really feel the buzz and excitement as I read, like and comment on people’s blogs finding common interests and uniqueness within the writing. Within those qualities I am meeting you people and getting to know you thru your writing, opinions and interests. I feel like I am juicing you guys and getting to the core of your blogs and let me say it’s going down smooth 😉 hahaha

So in explanation for the topic choice, I simply believe our paths in life with lead us to where we wanna go as long as are the ones leading the path and building it. Like any other person we will stumble to the left or right.. Or maybe fall off completely but we can make it back if we will it, ther is if I might add a type of disheartening in my generations willpower or tenacity If I might add that scares me… We are the dreamers and the achievers but we seem to give up too
easily in the face of any kind of opposition. Lets not be scared or regretful of what is but rather have no regrets of what we have done or what we will do to get there…. Wherever that might be, be confident, walk with strength knowing you will try and there is a better chance for success knowing you did. If anything you will grow as a person, because

what doesn’t kill only makes you stronger


what doesn’t kill you, you could let cripple you

but I am going to go with the first quote and take my chances on the path to greatness in which we all want… To be great

Night, i am out! Lol


Scattered sunlight before it’s death

So today is the last day(monday) before the opening day of archeryppdeer season(day of overly exercised massacre of an animal species)! This day in general before the biggest day of hunting brings back memories of a long ago past which I have not traditional followed up with in a long time. I grew up in a typical hunting family, one which prepares by scouting our hunting grounds 2-3 months in advance, sighting in the rifles, buying bait, setting up the blinds or tree stands(which we think fools the deer but they realize we are just dumb…haha), putting the bait out ( relatively 30-45 yards from the blind, again thinking the deer won’t see us that far away behind some logs…haha) than sitting in the cold thinking…”can I kill this amazing creature…I am not starving for food and I do not give two shits about killing a buck with a big rack” hmmm what a conundrum I have stumble onto!

Then I snap back to know and I enjoyed the excitement of getting ready for it and the stalking of the animal just I didn’t see why I had to kill it…..I already knew how and that experience and skill would never leave me for as long as I lived, so the I have become a bird watching sort-a-speak. yeah…..

So I chose the title because even tho I no longer technically hunt I come into contact with those who like to break me down for no longer taking part in the tradition lol because they cant grasp the fact I stand behind a hunting counter selling products for different hunting seasons while no longer being a hunter ahahahaha makes my day!